this wont be my only post about this. I know this is going to be the longest year of my life. I am still learning the reasons for my husband wanting to leave me and each time the reason is way different from the last! I am having good days and bad days. I've known for almost 3 weeks now and still am finding myself getting angry " what did I do? what could I have done differently? etc,,,etc,,,
I have come to understand one thing about this "nothing is what it looks" I believe that he doesn't love himself and so can't love me. he lives in this world that you look like you are doing the right things and or the good things, yet inside you feel like crap and are doing nothing right!
I found his lack of caring is why I am here blogging. I hurt alot and cry alot yet he just moves on like nothing ever happened.
Well I will be back shortly as things come to mind and I feel I am not as angry!
thanks
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