Now you all know I am going through a divorce.
I feel as if I am the only going through it.
This wasn't my choice I loved this man!
When I have a bad day I can no longer run to the one who was suppose to be my comfort.
When I cry I now have to wipe my own tears.
When Smile no one stops to smile back!
When I am lonely I am the only one who holds me back!
Its hard to look at people, most ask why didn't you fight harder?
What did you do wrong?
You'll be alone for the rest of your life no one wants someone whos been married before and has a kid!
I've lost my glow.
My biggest fear in life has happened and there is nothing that can get you ready for this feeling.
I am used goods, yet my goods are still in good condition.
I love me just have a hard time thinking someone else can love me back!
Tumikia, We really do not know eachother, but by reading your blogs, and posts on facebook ,i feel like you are doing great coming out of this situation. I could not imagine picking myself up dusting off and going on as well as you seem to have done. You seem to be doing well with your massage work, you are involved with your daughter, and have a love for God that no one can question. I would not and, Im sure any person who is or has been married, would not ever doubt your fight to keep your family together. Keep on keeping on, you seem to be doing great!! :)
ReplyDeleteHello from Canada: I know what you feel, I divorced eleven years ago and it was not either of us but the state, I have a written letter of apology from the justice minister. I wrote a book of healing called "pieces of Eden" at my web site of www.jaygeenen.com. If you e-mail me at jaygeenen.com I will give you a free password. Love is but an intangible thing, thnaks God it is not concrete. Jay
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